Time makes you more mature than age. For me too the age didn't work but time did. For last few years I literally struggled with life to bring myself back to the usual me. But the harder I tried the more difficult it became. No this time I am not complaining because I also understood that for how long can you complain about something .Also you just can't continue to live in the memories. But as they say there is something good in all the bad times too. And that was, it continued and is still continuing to make me understand a little more about myself, a little more about life ,a little more about my environment. It made me understand the biggest strength of mine that I am a fighter. There have been a lot of times when I thought to myself that why was I chosen one to be strayed from a conventional and successful path(atleast in worldly ways) that I was following and left in the midst where I had no clue which way to go. I have seen one ,two and slowly and gradually all doors closing , that too in a very strange manner which made me wonder often " How can life be so unpredictable ,so unfair, so incomprehensible." But Life is Life. It never comes with a warning. :-).But it does give you the experiences which you so much need to bring out the best in you. Now when I say the best in you it doesn't mean the best coder or the best tester or the best manager. The best has a much deeper meaning than we understand. It brings out the human in you .Even If it is dead there is so much of grilling(yes the amrit manthan inside the soul) that it comes alive. This manthan can never be brought had it not been for the so called bad experiences.
I am still not through with the manthan. But I have lessened complaining about it and think of them as "a must" for bringing out the best in me. Sometimes in an optimistic way I also think otherwise ...that May be I am in the god's favourite list that He chose me to go through the grilling and understand the life that he has given ,in a better way". [Smile]
I am still not through with the manthan. But I have lessened complaining about it and think of them as "a must" for bringing out the best in me. Sometimes in an optimistic way I also think otherwise ...that May be I am in the god's favourite list that He chose me to go through the grilling and understand the life that he has given ,in a better way". [Smile]
