Imprints

You sometimes come as tears ,
You sometimes come as a smile ,
You sometimes make me cry ,
You sometimes make me smile.

Love it was not,
The imprints still on my heart.

Life moved on,on a new path
Thought , we'll move on
You still come as  a tear
You still come as a smile
You still make me cry
You still make me smile

Love it was not,
The imprints still on my heart.

Part of me gone with you
Part of me left behind
The left part became complete with time
But
You still come as  a tear
You still come as a smile
You still make me cry
You still make me smile

Love it was not,
The imprints still on my heart.

 

The battle continues...

Once again ,Life- My favourite topic. Yes I love to talk about Life.One reason may be I am a philosophical person,the other I have ample time now to wonder about so many things and just jot them.
                         My one of the closest friend commented today "Your courage and strength is worth appreciation".Amidst all the confusions and challenges of life this one liner came as a breather .And I realised genuine and sincere appreciation always makes you little more stronger to face life's harsh situations.All of us dream ,me being a daydreamer I do it all the more.Some of them come true and some remain a dream.A decade back I had seen a picture where a person was standing at the edge of a cliff.That time the picture seemed so pretty.Now often I have felt mys elf standing at that same place.There are phases in your life when life pushes you even beyond your maximum limits.Ofcourse those are your limits, not the ones set by life .
At this time the only thing that comes handy is strength and a lot of calmness inside to  face the utter chaos outside.Those are the times when actually life just doesn't expect you to sort out the chaos .It only expects you to remain calm and go with the flow.These are such times that even if you manage to stand still and not go in opposite direction you have won the battle.  In one of such times in order to get out of the chaos I have tried to go against the waves but soon realised its not worth the effort .The harder I tried to reach the other edge the harder the waves tried to throw me in the opposite direction.
 This post of mine might contradict little with the previous posts.The previous ones depict the usual me where I set a goal and try hard to reach it and finally able to acheieve it.Not that I
 have become dormant and will just keep going with the flow .I might have slowed down but have not given up yet for they say "Never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

PS:By the way on a happier note "It rains hardest on the people who deserves the sun."

So no matter how many times I think and say this why all these struggles in my life but deep down in my heart I know since I deserve a bright glowing sun I have to bear more rains than the common mortals.  :-)

 

Pushing Life to success and contentment...

Can't believe,Exactly one year has passed since I last wrote my blog . Because I decided I would not write until I have something good to write about.Not that I have become completely successful and can celebrate it now but still I am on the path... path of my dream of becoming an entrepreneur...Since 2010 september I was in a kind of depression that why can I not do something which interests me as well as pay me a handsome amount and still give me time for myself.I just started with a vague plot in my mind that I want to do something of my own and not work for somebody else.But what work...? Some non technical ideas came across my mind.Discussed that with lot of people but nothing fruitful came out.Maybe the reason was that I had no experience in that and also a fear that it might not even work out.Meanwhile there had been times when I used to think am I being foolish by just hatching stupid plots and this would sometime make me more miserable.
                                       But then I always thought if you cannot dream big you cannot achieve big.In this time I also became more spiritual in the sense that I am able to  understand and resolve some major whys of my life and accept life the way it is and still strive to make it more meaningful in almost all the ways (ofcourse with less complaints.The goal is " no complaints" :-).)I realised that when you have taken so much from the society there is something that you also have to give back to the society in whatever manner you could.Life is always complicated but learning to handle those complications with grace only comes with maturity and that maturity comes after you have learnt your lessons from life.I have always been a fighter in my life and I really thank god and my parents for giving me this spirit of fighting against toughest life situations.I am fighting back with life to make my weaknesses my strength and move ahead on an altogether different  professional path and this is what I am striving for these days and the best part is that  I am enjoying this struggle...My aim now is to do if not better than my earlier professional life atleast equally good here ...May god bless me with all the success and happiness in return for my struggles.